Several weeks ago, I was listening to a show featuring the renowned neurologist and scientist Oliver Sacks. Dr. Sacks studies the brain and its many fascinating aspects, and the interview was about a new book called The Mind's Eye. What I found the most intriguing, though, was a specific discussion of a neurological condition Dr. Sacks himself has called prosopagnosia, or facial blindness. The discussion was really quite interesting, and you can read it or listen to it here.
Facial blindness is a condition affecting 2 to 2.5 percent of the population. Basically, people with facial blindless cannot recognize facial features, which means from a visual perspective, every time they meet you, they are meeting you for the first time. They cannot recognize their children, their spouse, their mother, even themselves as a result of this neurological malfunction. Dr. Sacks talked about one instance when he saw himself in the mirror, but not recognizing himself, apologized to his reflection.
I tell you about this condition because I woke up today and wondered if I had developed my own form of prosopagnosia. I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Honestly, I did not recognize the person reflected back at me. I had to sit there and study my face for a few minutes to remember its features. As an obese person, my face has been relatively fatty, but now that I am starting (slowly) to thin out, my face is losing some of its puff. I have known this for a while, but today was the first day that I really didn't recognize myself (this can be a bit disconcerting, by the way). Fortunately, every other person's face I have seen today looks recognizable. So, no prosopagnosia diagnosis. I have to say, though, despite having a little consternation about who I was this morning, it is great to see the signs of my efforts and I don't really mind the new face!
1 comment:
I have actually found myself, saying out loud, "Who is Jeff Merchant?"
Is it because I no longer recognize you? Is it because in addition to pounds lost and belt notches changed that your ability to withstand temptation has completed changed who you are?
I don't know.
But I feel strongly, people for sometime to come will also be asking themselves who you are.
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